pregnant at 17 years old

I'm currently 17, and just found out I'm pregnant. I'm really worried for what my mom and family will say . Since I was the golden child, that always did everything right. I'm confused and scared . My boyfriend said he supports whatever decision I make but, is inclined more towards aborting because we aren't financially nor ready for a baby . Still there is a lot of confusion going on in my head . I don't believe in abortion& am afraid God will punish me for it( not being able to have another baby when I'm better prepared for one) . Please , if anyone has any advice on what I should do , or just anything to help me clear my mind that would be great. Thanks to anyone that helps /: ❤️