good days then bad days.

Ugh I have the worst days ever. Anxiety, panic attacks, depression, and fear. Then next could be good or just like the others. I finally felt alive yesterday. Anxiety wasn't on me the whole day. It was more manageable. But today it's back. It's trying to knock me down. This is where I don't like being pregnant. When deep down I am so excited. Such a mind game. Anyone take meds like Zoloft? I was told by my doctor is safe but to be aware that the baby can have withdrawal symptoms 😞