nervous!!

I'm kinda nervous for when my baby is born later on down the road ,that I won't trust anyone to babysit or watch over my son. Not even my mom or my boyfriends family. I feel like people do shady shit these days and I don't want ANYTHING happening to him...... does that change?? Is it normal I feel this way? Am I overthinking? What do you do in that situation? I'm gonna need a babysitter at some point, but I just can't see myself wanting anyone to watch him. I don't trust NOBODY.