feel out! even before AF here!

Kylie • Mum of 3 TTC #4 1st baby 2007 2nd baby 2009 3rd baby miscarried 4th baby rainbow baby 2012 chemical August 2016.
Having my usual cramps, pelvic pain n extra CM before AF arrives.... due on 6th but already feel out!!! With my previous pregnancies I alway know I was before taking test.... I feel gutted n fed up of feeling disappointed..... Sorry just wanted to moan to someone other then DH