Ridiculous Mother Rant

Due to so many life changes at one time, we've been staying with my parents since before I found out I was pregnant (3-4 months).

The night before last I went to bed hungry because there wasn't any food in the house (yes, I'm on WIC but because my mother never tells me what she needs me to get i barely use them; she's on food stamps). The next day while she was working I cleaned out the cabinets which were filled with things NOBODY in the house eats and EXPIRED food. Like 2014/2015 expired. I also rearranged the heavy materials in the cabinet because it was causing it to cave and flex.

My mother comes home, puts it all back, screams at me for throwing away expired food, and apparently everything in the kitchen is no longer communal. Good thing I bought Ramen yesterday. The saddest part is as ridiculous and childish as it sounds, she's always been this way. She steals my dad's medication, any money she can grab, and never takes responsibility for her actions.

I'm pregnant and to keep myself from having a psychological meltdown I sat outside in the cold from midnight until 2am.

We don't have anywhere else to go right now as my husband is still trying to find a job post-military and there's no place that will hire me. My family and his live on opposite ends of the country. There are many reasons why I ran away, stayed at college on weekends, and rarely came home.