So I went to my appointment today for a recheck. I was at L&D on Tuesday for high blood pressure and was just not feeling right at all. The on call doctor was the one who told me to come in and she said for sure I would need to be induced this week. The doctor I saw on Monday told me Friday for an induction. Well since my appointment I have been feeling worse. When I went in today, all the nurses kept checking on me because they said I was not looking good at all.

Fast forward to when I actually saw the doctor. So I have not seen this doctor at all during my pregnancy. She told me the risks of being induced and everything. Because my cervix is still closed, she let me know that the induction may not work. Which she's a doctor so I trust what she has to say. However, she made me feel like the biggest piece of $h!t. She said I could either wait until Monday to get rechecked or if I couldn't handle it, be induced tomorrow. Now I understand that hormones are out of whack when you are pregnant, but I knew she was being rude. Especially when my grandma, who is a retired nurse, snapped at her. I then asked to have a second opinion in which they said I needed to be induced tomorrow.

So even though I had three doctors tell me tomorrow for an induction, am I a bad mom for doing that? I have preeclampsia, GD, and I was also told I have a Bladder Infection. If I didn't have all of these issues and was just feeling crappy due to normal pregnancy, I wouldn't want to be induced.