I hate feeling this way...

I hate feeling so vain. I broke down today, finally. I started my pregnancy weighing 134 and had a toned/sexy body (due to tons of exercise and a healthy diet) and now today at the doctors I weighed 167. I have stretch marks covering my breasts that were previously small B cups... I just feel so hideous. Thankfully, I have the most supporting and loving man in the world but even though he swears I am the most beautiful I feel so bad about my body. I know my little baby boy is totally worth every pound and mark that's why I hate feeling this way so much. I feel like I can't feel the way I do bc I should only be thankful for my boy and his health but I can't help it. 😞