do I have an eating disorder??
I am not obsessed with my weight and in fact would be happy if I gained a few pounds. My problem is that I am a college student and am forced by school policy to purchase a full meal plan. The food company is awful...like completely inedible food and so I have to literally force myself to eat. Some days I will go until dinner without eating because I just don't have time or don't find anything appealing. I'm pretty much in a constant state of hunger and can't afford to buy my own food and live in a dorm so I can't cook for myself. I'm starting to actually get worried that I might have an eating disorder because I wait to eat until I'm literally about to pass out. I haven't been sleeping well at night (it's currently 4am) because of low blood sugar. I'm just really discouraged and don't know what to do. I'm already stressed enough as it is and having to worry about something as vital and simple as food is so discouraging