Not getting any closer 😡

Well had my cervix checked today at my 35. 4 week check up, scanned for the group b strep.... She's head down , but my cervix is still hard as a rock and closed... Please for the love of God I'm so ready.. The pressure is so freaking miserable I spend a good portion of my day suffering through braxton Hicks contractions and the other half feeling like I tried to shove a traffic cone up my vagina... The ever constant heartburn.... I'm surprised I even have an esophagus left at this point... I wake up take a zantac... With the occasional tums in between, take one before bed and pray I can at least get two hours of uninterrupted sleep... I feel like a zombie