Buying the Test

My husband and I live in this little Mayberry town that he grew up in. I love this town and the people in it. But when it came to buying my pregnancy test a few weeks ago, I became extremely anxious. With my first pregnancy, I was so excited and wanted to tell the whole world and told most of our close friends and family soon as we found out, thinking I'm healthy! I won't miscarry!  Well I did. At 14 weeks! 😢  having to tell everyone I was no longer pregnant was awful! So when it came time to try again, I was so scared to buy the test.  Not scared of the results, or if I would miscarry again... scared that someone would see me in our small town pharmacy and spread it around. We are by no means in a hurry to tell friends and family again so I def didn't want it getting out before we are ready. I was also worried about what people around me would think bc I thought I was pregnant.  I had to talk myself into getting the test. I had to tell myself it was ok to buy a pregnancy test. I am 26 years old, married for almost 6 years and it was ok to be pregnant! Does/did anyone get anxious when buying their tests? Like they were doing something they shouldn't be doing?