just needed to vent

My Best Friend just wrote me a letter in a face book message that obviously took her a while. It is carefully worded and is not at all what or how she would normally write a message. I thought it was weird. She wrote it to tell me that she is pregnant and she is "sensitive to my feelings", since I've been trying for 5 years. She's on the fence about having another kid and all I've ever wanted was to be a mom. One month of trying and bam, she gets a BFP. I'm happy for her, but extra sad for me. Because now I get to watch my best friend experience the one thing my stupid body doesn't want to do but my heart wants more than anything.