looking for cycle buddies Af due 11/17

Krysti • I have 4 living children, two 1st trimester miscarriages, a stillborn son, and 2nd trimester miscarriage of my son.
Af due on 17th according to glow. I got a positive opk on novemeber 2. Super excited and nervous at the same time. Desperately want my rainbow baby. I have been pregnant 8 times have 4 living and 4 angels. Two were first trimester losses and the last two were second trimester both boys. Just want to have our last child. Trying to give our only daughter a sister. But 99% sure it would be a boy lol.