Just venting after ectopic 😔

I'm not sure if there a certain group I should be posting to but I just need to vent. So we had been ttc for 9mths and on October 6th we got our BFP 😍 we were so excited. Went in for the 1st scan and nothing was seen, had hcg levels drawn they were in the 8700's 😨 we were told to go to the ER. Once there they confirmed it was ectopic and to make matters worst it was in my right fallopian tube which had a prior ectopic in 2004. I was so overwhelmed and devestated because my doctor suggested I do surgery to remove that tube. I begged for Methotrexate injection instead ti try and save my tube and to give me more time to soak in this devestating news. So I was given the injection and followed up in 7days at that time my levels went up and the ectopic grew so I decided to let them do the surgery. I'm now left with one tube 😢 we really want to start ttc right away but I think I'm supposed to wait because of the stupid Methotrexate (I wish I never got the injection ). It's been almost 3 weeks since surgery I haven't had AF yet. Has anyone concieved before 3 months after Methotrexate and had a healthy baby? I just want my baby 😢