8 years today, e i g h t .

Desi • | 26 | Capricorn | Mommy x2+1 | Wifey | Vaper💨 | Louisiana --> Alabama instagram: disastrousdesi
I don't think most people truly understands how much is lost when a baby dies. You don't just lose a baby, you also lose the 1 and 2 and 10 year old he/she would have become. You lose Christmas mornings, loose teeth, and first days of school. You lose it all. When you lose a child, you are haunted with a lifetime of wonder. Some would say I didn't even know you, but I carried you, felt you grow, longed for the day we'd meet, dreamed of your future, not only did I know you, I fell in love with you. You are rooted deep within my soul. A part of me forever, in the deepest parts of my heart...there you are. You're my Angel. 👼🏻
_ Happy Birthday, Charlie Rae 💖💙