my ex, the love of my life

Guys I miss my ex boyfriend so much, he was perfect for me. We had our awkward,weird personalities, he used to treat me like a princess . Then we had a pregnancy scare and that drove him away immensely. It also didn't help that I hated this gorl he used to be friends with who is notorious for cheating. We officially broke up on August 28 of this year, the day I found out I wasn't pregnant. So much drama has happened bbecause I was being petty, but so was he. I have tried not being petty or anything like that recently, but lately I have bee missing him and the memories more than ever. He cheated on me after a really drunk night, amd I feel like I may be able to forgive him. Bevause no one understood me or cared for me as much as he did. I still love him even after all that has happened, he claims he doesnt like me and never will but he always over reacts. I was the only girl that loved him and dodnt fake anything and always put him first. Sooner or later he'll realize that he lost the one girl that truly loved him, but I want him back. My parents completely forbid me even speaking to him after everything that has happened, but I can't control what my heart thinks. Please if anyone can offer me some advice on what to do, thatd be great because everyone I talk to thinks that im and idiot for wanting him back. I love him, and would be willing to start over with him. Thank you so much everyone