Appt Tomorrow

I'll be 39+1 and will get to schedule my induction. I'm feel so helpless, I have thought I was in labor so many times... && then nothing 😭 I can tell me cervix is getting lower (I do self checks) but still at a 2... for weeks after 2 sweeps & daily evening primrose. I think my body loves being a baby incubator. Taking my 4 year old on another long walk later today... I'm anxious to see my baby.. and my vagina 😂😂