Don't know what to do anymore. I'm so tired from trying to keep myself together, I have no more energy my fighting is coming to a end. I have no job and I'm trying desperately to find one and no one belives me. No money. Lost my first child the I wish so badly. Once a year people including my husband pretend to care. While I'm forever heartbroken people are so excited and happy because my husband sister is having a baby. I'm stressed 24 7 about all the things I can't control. 2016 has been the worst...I'm so over this