venting

I just need to vent... I am so sick of dropping stuff all day and having to bend over, drooling puddles when I sleep, not being able to reach my legs to shave or see down there to shave, none of my clothes fit and I don't want to spend money on clothes I don't have to wear them for two months, I can't clip my toe nails, I feel huge and ugly, it's hard to have sex, roll over in bed, my pubic bone hurts and I just want to cry. I'm so miserable I may just be having a bad day but does anyone else feel this way? Please tell me I'm not alone