Regular cycle ~mooooody~

Today is my cd1. I have a quite regular cycle, 28-30 cycle days every month. Been ttc (baby 2) for 7 months (not super long though), but "catch no egg"...really discouraging eventhough im always comfort myself, there is always next month. However how many next month will i have at this age (35)?...Next month will be a better month for me to say out loud: "my BFP is here!!"..huh...MAYBE...

Current mood and feeling is just like the heavy rain outside there. "Rain drop keeps falling on my head...." be positive positive positive!!