So I'm "dating" this guy, (he's 21 and I don't turn 18 until January so we're just friends until my birthday but then going "public") and I've honestly never felt what I'm feeling with this guy and he says the same thing. We only met a little over 2 months ago but we've been talking literally every single day for almost two months. Anyway, he fingered me for the first time a few days ago and I swear it was magic 😂 I'm really loving being done with stupid teen boys and moving on to men (I sound like a dumb little kid.... lol). But seriously the other night he made a list of things he loves about me, and it was things like my eyes, my sarcasm, my optimism, my smile, (and of course he had to throw my ass in there) but seriously I think I found the real deal guys 😭 I've thought that this could end up only being a couple year long relationship, if that, and I'm honeslty okay with that because at least I get that much time with him. He just makes me feel so damn good about myself and I don't get to tell people about it because we're still "just friends" 😭😂 until I'm 18 😈