Scared of being a mum 😶

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I'm 31+6 pregnant, I'm expecting a boy and I will be a single mum. Now I've never looked after a baby before in my life! Only recently I got a little practice in by looking after my friends 3 month old son.

I've been laid here in bed letting my mind race and its made me think of everything from me going into labor to the baby actually being here and looking after him, its all got too much! Its made me anxious and stress. No way do I feel ready or like I'll be good enough.

To help ease my mind I jumped straight online to watch videos on how to care for a newborn baby and it all seems very straight forward which was a bit of a relief but still I'm panicking.

Is that normal of me ?