I'm going crazy...

I'm only 17w1d and I'm already so anxious! I just wanna be further along! 😭 I can feel tiny little kicks lately but they're so small I really have to pay attention to notice them and you can't feel them from the outside. I find out the gender on December 3rd at my gender reveal party but I'm dying to know! I just wanna know the sex and feel baby so that this goes by quicker. This is baby #2 and I'm so anxious to meet him/her