Ugh, past due date and sore and need to vent.

Still no baby 😔 I have been getting what I can done for thanksgiving dinner tomorrow done today. Im so worried today/tomorrow while cooking ill go into labor and food will be ruined. Im trying to basically have everything ready to heat up or cook. Originally was gonna go to my parents but now mom doesnt really want us over now. so I'm cooking here (only for my boyfriend and our 3 girls) he didn't want me to cook cause incase I go into labor which was why was going there in first place.

On top of that tomorrow it will 18 years since my boyfriends dad passed so he's on edge. It's a hard day for him. He hopes she arrives tomorrow in remembrance for his dad cause of she is our miracle baby since he was told he had very low sperm count and itll be very hard to have anymore kids.

I'm just in pain and want her out. I'm over being pregnant. Thanks for letting me vent.