first trimester is mentally so difficult!

Zoe
I'm only 6 weeks but this trimester is so hard! It's just a waiting game, waiting to see the midwife, waiting for that first scan. I just wish I could go to sleep and wake up at 12 weeks 😂 got a midwife appointment on the 5th December but just wish there was a way of knowing that my lil baby is growing and is healthy. Doesn't help that I've had brown spotting and my only symptoms are nausea (no actual throwing up yet, which I am grateful for though) sore boobs and fussy appetite. I suppose symptoms are symptoms though and I just need to be positive, it's just difficult. Just needed to vent a bit I guess! Driving myself crazy 🙊🙈