just letting it out

Hhh so my husband and I have been trying for baby #2 since July and each month has been negative after negative result and hhh I was hoping this month would be "the month" since I'm 4 days late and well I'm sure it's too early or at least I'm hoping that's the case since once again i got a negative..I'm sure there's been others just like me that when your late you just get so excited that you don't wait the 10 days later to take your test and end up with the depressing results of getting a negative hhhh hopefully these next two weeks pass by fast so I can take another test well that if I don't get my period of course:'(