Trying for baby.

I finally gave into my husband and let him do his thing and while he was sitting there letting his boys free in me, I felt scared and nervous like I had made the wrong decision. But at the same time I'm super excited. Is it bad to have mixed emotions like that about having a baby? And I'm not a FTM either. We also have a little boy.

And also, after it was done I laid there for a moment and let it sit there, but than once I got up to pee it ran down my leg.. so is it still a good chance of pregnancy?? I just don't want to get my hopes up. Sorry if this is TMI.