Was doing so well..

Had my first FET Tuesday the 29th. Transfered 2 5 day blasto embys. I was chugging along not letting the wait get to me until today. Its almost like a switch went in my brain and I can not stop thinking about it. Every little thing my body is doing im analyzing. Which the meds im on make it so nothing is trustworthy. Thursday is beta day and it feels so far away. The baby making craziness is almost to much!