mind games

I'm 37&1 and don't mind waiting until my due date or after for him to be born. But I feel like my body is playing games with me. I had my bloody show yesterday and had contractions consistently last night. They got pretty intense and lasted a really long time (I was sleep so I didn't time them). Planning on a natural birth, so I didn't rush to l&d. I told myself I'd go in the morning. I woke up thinking today was the day and nothing. I've had some mild contractions all day but nothing major. I'm a FTM and I'm so confused. I could use the next few weeks to relax before he's born but now I'm on edge because my contractions got so serious last night. Anybody else going through this? 😫 most annoying thing ever. Either this baby needs to come all the way through or stop playing games with me! I have an appointment in the morning so we'll see what my dr says about it but I'm so over the start and stop labor stuff. Lets either get it over with or wait it out a few more weeks.