Giving the pacifier back!

After 3-4 weeks of my LO not having a pacifier I  gave it back tonight !! 😳😫 She has been screaming, crying and crawling out of bed at nap time and bedtime. Literally making us sit there till she goes to sleep. Most of the time it ends up with her not napping or us leaving at bedtime and letting her cry it out. Tonight, I gave her the damn pacifier back!! I'm regretting it already. She's 17 months. But within 5 minutes and she's sleeping!!! I feel terrible for caving and giving it back especially after it's been this long.