I've had horrible pregnancy symptoms from the first month do the end. People say every pregnancy is different but NOT FOR ME. I KNOW WHEN IM PREGNANT, the same thing always happens. I've had 3 pregnancy. 2 birth and 1 miscarriage. 3 times i started the SAME EXACT WAY....SPITTING MY LIFE AWAY AND CANT CONSUME FOOD OR WATER AND IT DOESN'T END TILL I GIVE BIRTH. IT GETS WORST THROUGH THE PREGNANCY. I was given allll times of medication...BUT NO USE....I was admitted throughout almost my entire 9 months for dehydration because of it. I Was even admitted to ICU. They were afraid of me going into shock or seizure because i was carrying twins and my potassium also dropped tp 2.0 when 3.5 is almost the lowest. Spitting is the sign for me and the doctor says not many women who suffer from it. Its a rare case because most women stop at 3-4 months and i dont. I suffered with both pregnancy and that's why I waited 16 years to get pregnant again. I was afraid of going through it again and I DID BUT WORST THIS TIME AROUND SINCE I WAS CARRYING 2, my hormones was all over the place. I ended up tieing my tubes because I wanted NO POSSIBILITY of feeling like that again and the doctors recommended me not to because of my health when i am but of course it was my choice. I did tied and burnt the knot(tubes) and i kind of regret it now cause I have so much love for children and my SO is a great dad. He helped me get comfortable with my situation and never left my side. I miss the baby belly and the attention from him during those days(lol). DID I DO WHAT WAS RIGHT OR AM I SELFISH?