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Alright, so, I need people's opinions. My boyfriend and I got into this huge fight last night and I found out he cheated on me Saturday while I was at work. He told me he was hanging out with a girl. I thought they were going to just stay at the mall. Turns out they didn't. She ended up messaging me last night and told me that he tried to do stuff. My boyfriend and I talked about everything today and he said to me that she didn't tell me one thing. Turns out he fucked her. They went back to his house and fucked. In his room. He lives with his dad and so we always would fuck in the basement. I've never been in his room and we've been dating a little over a month. He is known for cheating in the past but I thought he was different. Thing is, I told him when we made up I'd give him a second chance. Later on in the day he told me they fucked. He told me that he kept getting soft though because he was thinking of me. He says he regrets cheating. I told him that if he actually cared and loved me like he says he does he wouldn't have cheated in the first place. ALSO I found out a while back that one day he gave an ex a ride to work and that she kissed him but, he pushed her away.

I have no idea what to do. He makes me so happy but knowing he cheated on me is honestly killing me. Like am I not good enough or something? I want people's opinions on what I should do or pretty much anything about this whole situation.