Only 4 weeks and my first Dr's app isn't until Jan 3

Tee
I'm a little on edge that my first appointment isn't until the 3rd. I'm just so anxious and nervous at the same time. I just want everything to go right. Yesterday I wiped and had some light pink in my cm. Today hubby was talking to me and I snapped at him. 😐 I would love to enjoy this pregnancy and not be so scared of everything.