so last night..

Is it weird to say that I am a 21-year-old woman who has been having sex since she was 14, and has so far had nine partners. And to add onto that last night as she let a guy go down on me for the first time. And it was amazing! So tell me ladies, am I the only one who self-conscious about that area? Oh and is it weird that I like lights off so that they don't see my flaws? Lol