anti depressants and sex drive

You all seem really honest and lovely so I thought I'd ask something I haven't spoken to anyone about other than my boyfriend and councillor.

For about 8 months now I've been on antidepressants, first Citalopram and then Sertraline (Zoloft to you American girls). When I started Sertraline about 4 months ago, it completely wiped clean my sex drive. Completely missing in action. I can only just deal with my boyfriend hugging me, anything else is just uncomfortable. I love my boyfriend and I think he's attractive and I would have sex with him if I mentally could. We have done it a few times but it's always really difficult for me, I feel bad for him, he's so supportive but must he hard for him too. Have any other girls been through this? I've been off my tablets for about 2 weeks now, I think my drive is coming back but I don't know yet. I hate being on meds so much so I came off cold turkey. So difficult 😓