Prayers Please🙏🏼

Nobody wants to get that call and find out your closest family member has been found unresponsive and drugs are the cause of it. 😞 God give me strength to get through this pain, yet again. At the age of 18, I never thought I could see my stepmother carried in a body bag at 12 years old, watch my father become addicted, watch your mothers relationship fail because of alcohol but be put back together, watch your uncle pass from alcoholism and have people tell you it will be fine, it won't be you. Nobody understands the trauma I've been drug through growing up.. I literally just can't this time. I feel so trapped and lost for words like this will be a never ending battle.