so upset i give up

I want to suprise BF with the gift of life on christmas but i dont think its going to happen... i thought they were pregnancy symptoms since i never get ovulation cramps or pms cramps a week before AF is supposed to show i am currently 9dpo with sore breasts, tender nipples, what felt like verrrry dull pms cramps, bloating to where the top of my stomach near my ribcage hurt because i was so bloated, frequent pungent smelling urination, bowel movement, nausea, the whole nine yards!!! AF is supposed to show on christmas eve... i have no clue what to think