so sexually frustrated i want to fight or cry 😭😩

My fiancé always bend me over gets his quick nut and goes about his day i let it slide sometimes when ik he is so busy hes barely home but when he does have time and still does it it sucks I feel like im only getting pleased back twice a month now because i cant cum from just penis i need head or other stuff he doesn't have time for because he's focused on him cumming alone ive let him know how much this sucks but yet here i am damn near in tears while he sleeps pleasurably he was finally off today and I still got nothing no romance no orgasm . I hate to feel like im begging my own partner for sex