anyone else a testing freak?

This is my first post. I have been trying for about 6 mo. My cycle is irregular, which doesn't help things. Everytime I think i hit ovulation perfect, my cycle is pushed back. I have a confession! I am a testing addict! I test everyday from about 3 days pre-suspected af. Please someone else tell me they share the anxiety associated with the 14 dpo! Just waiting for that vvvfl. Thinking you see things, Hoping for some sign!