Nervous about Breastfeeding

I am a FTM. I am due around 01/21/17 and am very nervous about breastfeeding. It seems so overwhelming and I have tried to watch videos but it didn't help as much as I thought it would. I'm even more nervous about pumping. I know it'll be hard at first but it feels like I'm the only one who's going to be able to figure it out. I can't imagine my husband would be much help. Anyone have any advice? I am very much looking forward to the lactation consultation at the hospital when baby is due but I feel like it won't be enough.