Fever! Help!

What do I do??

I think I have engagememt/wedding fever. Everytime I'm on Facebook or watching shows with my Bf and they mention something about getting engaged or married some part of me wants to have my bf propose. It's not like we haven't talked about getting married we have, we're essentially married emotionally without having gone through the ceremony. But to actually have him propose and get married I'm having that fever. Yet there's a bigger part of me that sounds a bit like my guy friend saying "don't push him and nah him to propose because that's exactly what she [his horrible ex] did and I should wait for him to be ready." he even told me that he wants to but wants to do it at the right time and to surprise me, yet he jokes and hints at it. What can I do to battle this urge and is it normal?