Excitement is dead

I'm not even remotely excited to try for a baby anymore. I temp only when I have to. I avoid taking Opks until I have to. Insemination when I have to. I think I've spent so much time and effort and energy dreaming about a baby that I just don't have anymore umph to offer to the ttc crazy anymore. Hope you are all well and that your dreams are coming true. Hugs and happy holidays!