MY HEART MELTED!!

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So yesterday I heard my little sunshines heartbeat for the first time, doctor said it was so strong it sounded like a horse galloping lol. I couldn't stop smiling, especially when I seen the baby and he/she was very active already ,legs up and all. I'm 13 weeks and 3 days with my fiancé and I first child.
I was happy and sad at the same time because when I was 17 I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life and that was terminating my first pregnancy. I feel like I was very selfish and I made the wrong choice because I know a lot of women would kill to have a baby and here I am blessed to able to pro-create such a beautiful thing and I took advantage of it. NEVER again. It hurts everyday just wondering what he/ she would look like,feel like like and how he/she laugh was gonna be like. I promised myself no matter what I'll never do it again. Now I'm blessed to be carrying my munchkin and I cannot wait to see him/her❤️