Impatiently waiting. .

So i had my weekly appointment today (I am 39 weeks - 5 days) and declined the membrane strip...im only 3.5 cm dilated and 50% effaced. Baby is super low. I don't want to rush this birth since i am hoping for baby girl to be born after Christmas.. But i have been getting this crazy itching lately..so we ran a blood test for cholestasis.. Which is quiet scary.. Hoping my result come in soon and praying i dont have it..if I do i would have to get induced right away..which throws my "natural no medicine" birth plan out the window...i already was tested positive for strep b..and now this scare...i just want my baby to be in my arms and healthy .