Vagina Business

Making this anon cause people on here are rude 😂 but still wanting to know how everyone's vaginas turned out after birth? I'm scared shitless to say the least. My birth plan is 100% natural no epidural, although that may change when the day comes, just my preference for now. My question is did your lady parts go back to normal eventually? My mom has filled my head with I ruined her vagina and it's never the same. I'm extremely scared because I'm a pretty small person and I have a very small vag. Like 2 fingers is extremely tight. 1is tight just by itself. I'm so scared of being like completely ripped open and then not having a tight vag anymore. There's nothing I can do about it anyways but just wanting to hear everyone's stories