not looking forward to this

Lately I feel like I have cold feet or something. I'm literally 2 days away from my due date and I feel absolutely no connection to my son. 😕 I'm more excited to have him so I can get back to work.. I'm hoping I'll feel differently once he's born but as of now I just really blank. Like I just want the first year of his life to fly by. I haven't felt like this up until now so idk what the problem is.