HELP PLEASE!! ANYONE

So my boyfriend bought me this 10k wedding band set and told me he wasn't gonna marry me...(this was about 2 months ago) I still wear it anyway...so the other day I set in his lap and he asked me what I wanted for Christmas and I said for you to marry me and he said I ain't getting married right now....Help please I just don't know what to say, think, or do!!!! I just don't understand I worship the ground he walkes on... he's put me through a lot which I'm not gonna get into....I'm so good to him. Please anyone I would love so good advice or tell me what you think about the situation😭😭