Tough Xmas

Total vent about to happen! Been feeling so lonely lately. Husbands best friend is 3 months pregnant RIGHT after getting married, and his brother and sister in law announced to us today. He is totally happy for them, and I can't bring myself to feel the same. 😔 I don't know why, but I've just been feeling really down about myself, my job, my home life, ttc...it's all happening at once. It's been such a horrible Christmas experience.