I'm 37 weeks pregnant and I'm in an amazing relationship with my boyfriend of 3 years and I'm having our second child here very soon. I am in need of some help, the guy who I "loved" in high school (I'm 24) dad just died on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>. Since then I cannot stop thinking about how he is and I have been having dreams about him. He was a horrible guy Very controlling and abusive so I definitely don't wanna be with him or anything but I don't know if it's hormones or because he was my "first love"