Reminder of a loved one.
I posted about 2 weeks ago about my uncle passing away, and how I wanted something in his memory. But our family has some really odd things happening to us since his death. Let's start with dreaming. Normal, right? Because who doesn't dream? 1) My stepfather dreamt of him choosing alcohol over the family, instead of coming with us to be better. 2) Our Christmas lights do not have a flashing setting on them, and we have a brand new home, so we don't believe it was a wiring issues. 3) Text messages. My mothers phone went off, and my uncles phone was in the kitchen the night he passed, turned off. She opened her phone and swiped down, and it was a blank message from "Uncle Mike". 4) After she received the message, the heat wasn't on, no windows were open but our vertical blinds began swaying side to side, so my stepdad got up and stopped them multiple times. 5) Christmas eve, my little brother Jaxon gave my mom a gift that grandma and Pappy bought for him, for her to open from Jaxon. It was a bluebird. We didn't even think of anything it could symbolize. My grandmother said he wanted a heart, but there was something that caught his eye about that damn bluebird.6) My mother got out of the car for work, and a bird was at her feet but scared her when it flew away. 7) Just now, my TV turned on and automatically switched to a rock station and turned up from volume 6- 35. My remote wouldn't work, the buttons on the tv wouldn't work. So I ripped the wire out of the wall, and began crying because I felt like it was him. That was the music he always listened to and we always yelled at him when the volume was over 30 on the TV..😔 8) Last night , my mothers dream. She dreamt of us all cleaning his home out. As the parents, my dad, and us kids left, my uncles son Frank stayed behind waiting for a truck with my mom. Soon enough, the prettiest blue and white bird flew at them (her words) and frank jumped back but then relaxed after as the bird landed on his hand. He began talking to the bird and petting it, and as it flew away it landed next to them about 15 feet away. She said she heard "Awe Fuck" (my uncles favorite saying when something goes wrong) She said she looked over and it was Mike's face on the bird body. She said "Frank look, it's Mike" When she looked back it was him and she kept telling him "I can't believe how happy you look" "You look so happy" "Is it really you?" "How long do we have?" And Mike replied with "10 minutes" After all that she only remembered running to find us and his parents, and asking him "Was that you that scared me at work?" And him replying "Yes." 
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The most ironic thing about that last part of her dream was how it was a pretty blue and white bird, which Jaxon got my mom for Christmas.
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He always said how cool it would be to become a bird.. 😔
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Am I crazy? Or is he really trying to talk to us to let us know he's ok? It's so hard, and I just wanna know that he's around. I still wanna say he's alive. I wanna go back to our last talk, and our last hug and goodbye on thanksgiving. Is it possible? Or am I just truly going crazy?


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