I'm off this week and home by myself and we have decided to begin the foster process if the fertility meds don't work by March, my birthday, so I'm unable to stop thinking about it. We told my family our plans on Christmas and they are so excited to throw me a shower, even though I'm not pregnant and am unsure what children we will foster. I started a Pinterest board with all the items I want to put on my registry from Walmart and Amazon for when the time comes. We are going to put together a nursery with a convertible crib for a baby or toddler and we have another room already capable of having a school-aged child in it but we are putting a few toys and clothes on our registry for an older child. I have a problem...but at least I'll be prepared!